Today, It finally dawned upon me that , maybe for the past few weeks, I've been trying too hard to be something thats not me. Maybe its time to step back and relax, stop trying to be so enthu, so dramatic, and just be myself. Probably people would appreciate that more. I still dont quite know how thats supposed to work out, but I guess I'll have to figure out soon enough.
The above video was made in 2007, who got attached to this guy and after 28months together, made the video to commerate their 28months togther. Which I think is really nice. And from the comments 2weeks ago. It seems like they are still going strong. Seriously , I feel really happy for them, to have found each other online and are able to last till now even, 6+ years. I'd admit, sometimes I wonder when it'll be my turn to get such a sweet and caring girl. I'm sure everyone does. And I hope I'll cherish her like no tomorrow.
Elmo has been really busy and troubled lately. I really wonder why sometimes. I really hope that god will help her with her problems, giving her an easier time. She seems really strong, at times even stronger me. But even the strongest people have weak times right? And I dont want her to crumble. I really wish that we could have more time to talk to each other. But schedules clash and whatnot. Stay strong okay girl! I'll be waiting for u at the finish line =)
