I think this song fits my current thoughts, and its also a favourite ^^. Ok. For quite awhile now I have realized how time has passed so quickly , people have changed and expectations have risen.
To me, secondary school was really fun , because at least you didnt have to analyze situation and people, most of them were still quite innocent.
Recently , it seems that everyone has grown up , doing things that big people do. Dating, expeditions, working and some even that.
I really kinda want time to reverse at times , so I can enjoy the carefree days once again , without stress, without the need to do well, being able to work at my own pace. I honestly like studying and reading , but not at the pace they are pushing us , its killing my interest.
Though I agree that the workload and stress were not piled upon me, its like holding a cup of water. No matter if a cup of water is 1/20th full or 1/2 full, it seems light if you carry it for awhile , but try carrying it without letting it down for a year , and see how easy it is.
I think I have too high expectations of myself. Im overstressing myself, truly. My friends are right , I need to go back to my concepts and stop scaring myself with tough questions. God bless. Peace out.
